oc angst and bullshit

so this kind of spawned from the idea you YOUR SELF STARTED 

IT’S ALL YOUR FAULT

but yeah i can totally see them……… getting shot in the brain at the same time

and sharing a grave

..

also i imagine vestard being vestard, he’d just use the last minutes of his life trying to be a smartass and basically keeping up his snarky chipper mood (probably getting shot first for that OH NO ..) so yeah

he dies with a dumb smile

while sara probably has cried off her ass and freaked out and scared senseless so she’s just left sitting here like a sad little pile.. like any normal person would but at the same time … TO MAKE IT HURT EVEN MORE .. imagine if they started arguing at the last seconds they had together. like sara is freaking out while vestard is taunting the thugs and she just starts yelling for vestard to shut the fuck up and DO YOU REALLY HAVE TO DO THIS WE ARE ABOUT TO DIE

but vestard twists and turns his palms so he can barely hold sara’s fingers in his and

and 

weh

also obviously vestard took most of the beating also, because he’s a dick.

oh no what if sara was the courier all along and vestard didn’t even know she took on all this chip thing onto herself and the way he got to know all this is when he had to save her butt from this double crossing mess but in the end he got overrun but he’s totally cool with it because they can spend their last moments together OKAY I WILL STOP 

it right here this makes no sense it’s late and

weh

WHY DOES ANGST HURT SO GOOD